2011 - The second Desteni speech executed, upgrading my computer

Yesterday before noon I went out for a hike on a nearby hill, since I needed to ground myself. On the top, I was very surprised to meet my ex-coworker Valentina, who has been assisting me at photography projects a few years ago. Last year she managed to get employed at the Kranj city tourist office, it was only a limited one year job, but she was well paid. Two month ago her contract ended, she continued to collaborate on some projects, but the tourist office is now scarce on paying her, since they have to pay her out of their budget, and while she was employed, she was payed by or government. Tuff situation is here in our country and I heard that on every 60.000 people who finish education, only 6000 actually get the job.

In the afternoon, I headed towards the capital city Ljubljana and stopped bye at the Kompas tourist agency in Kranj, who informed me yesterday, that my visa for South Africa has arrived. I was happy to finally hold it in my hands, since now there is no more limitations for me to travel to Desteni farm. This made me consider the millions of less fortunate, who do not have the money or legal status to freely move around this planet, but are stuck in the same economic position and geographic location all their lives, only because they were born into poor environment.

Then I continued my ride to Ljubljana, where I ordered some parts to upgrade my MacBook. It was Friday 3pm and when I entered from the highway into the urban city area, the traffic started to clog. The usual working time in Slovenia is to 4pm, but many are ending the shift earlier, especially at Fridays. However I did not expect that I would be stuck in so slow traffic, since we were moving with speed of only 20 km/h in some occasions, where the speed limit would be 90 km/h. I announced myself at the computer shop that I will be arriving at 3pm, and I was already 20 minutes late when I crossed the city border. With fluid traffic I would be able to get there only 30 minutes late, and now I started to worry that they would close the shop before I reach the destination. I arrived there only 10 minutes before closing time and then I had to wait almost 10 minutes on the reception for my turn, only to find out that I have to go to the second entry on the other side of the building. So I ran there and reached the correct entry only few minutes before they were to lock the door. Fortunately they had mercy and took the time to upgrade the memory and hard drive on my computer and I also collected the larger external hard drive for the data backup.

The destination where I had to be next was Cerknica, but only at 6pm, and it was about half un hour drive from Ljubljana. I decided to take advantage of the time available and replace the car headlight bulb which broke down yesterday. I will be returning in the pitch dark, so it would be better to have both lights working. While most of the car shops on the country close at 5pm, I found out that in the city, several shops are open up to 7pm. So I searched for the one who was on my way who had the spare parts for my Renault Clio type of car. I had to pick between the cheaper bulb with the normal life span and the more expensive one with the long life span and two months of warrant. I went for the better one, since I have enough money currently. Wouldn't it be nice if the companies would produce only the best quality goods, so you would not have to pick between high and low quality goods?

It was high time form me to set out for Cerknica. The sun went down and I enjoyed the colorful sunset while driving on the highway with the maximum speed of 130 km/h. I stopped for on the gas station for I snack, since I would have to perform a few hour speech, and I wanted to have my stomach satisfied. How strange that if you have money, you can get the food everywhere, and on some gas stations even 24/7, but without money you simply die. This inequality has to end.

Even due pitch dark, and going to the town where I have never been before, I was calm, since I have a GPS navigation device in the car. I bought it a few years ago, when I was working as the travelling agent for the our biggest business directory. I simply enter the destination address and hit GO, and the displayed interactive map and the pleasant machine voice direct me turn by turn until I reach the wanted location. It is great that we have developed so assisting technologies, but why do only some have the chance to use it, and others not, until they enter this economic system and successfully get the money by selling the goods, which are made from the free materials of the earth? What a stupidity!

I managed to arrive to the meeting room in Cerknica right on time. The woman who met me on the FaceBook few days ago and invited me to speek about my experiences with Desteni, was already there. Within the next 10 minutes, the rest of the attendees arrived, and it was 5 women who managed to come. Firstly I asked what kind of groups they are and what exactly do they do on their meetings. They told me, that they talk freely about spirituality and new age stuff, but nothing special. So I started to share my experience of my past 10 years of research and about how I met Desteni and how influenced my life.

When I was speaking of the difference between life and energy and how the energy is always the result of the friction between reality and the mind-consciousness system, one woman wanted to express her opinion. She was about 60 years old and explained, that she is actually the spiritual leader of this group, that she knows where I am coming from and what is my mission on this earth. I explained that the information where I come from and what is my mission does not influence this reality in any way whatsoever, and that this is only a mind masturbation. What is important, is the state of this physical reality in this moment, and each of us has to take full responsibility for the current stare and direct ourselves into solutions that will practically change the world system into equality system.

After about two hours of speech, the leader of the group expressed her thanks for coming. After I explained that I am going soon to Africa and after I return, my plans are to move to Ljubljana city area, she predicted that this will not happen and that I will move to England, and that besides the White Wall of light, there is also some Black Wall that is holding us all back. I was surprised how someone can tell me about my future, and that this future is different from the expected result of my self-movement. I conclude this to be only an ego statement, coming from her mind, with starting point of superiority and wanting attention. There is no practical reason for me to go to England, since I want to work and establish equality system here, in our country due to common language. Why would I waste my potential by moving myself in the foreign country? This does not make any sense. And what the fuck is the Black Wall?

It was about 9pm when I returned home. I immediately started to reinstall the operating system and the production software to my MacBook with the new fast Solid State Drive. I had troubles since the install DVD did not want to run, so I googled the solution on the other computer. It is cool that internet has become the place where we get together and offer extensive supportive information to each other. And it would be even much cooler of people would self-forgive all the accepted and allowed definitions that separate us and stop producing malicious software. Why can't we overcome the addiction of emotional energy and finally start living as all as one and equal?

It was 1am and I still did not manage to install all the software. And in the morning I was to have the online chat with my SRA buddy Andrea about the mind construct. I was able to do the first Ranting and Raving step, and I needed to make the second step by braking it down to paragraphs. I am glad that at Desteni they decided to extend the Structural Resonance Alignment Training with additional 6 months of mind constructs, since I am also not very much good at it. I left the computer to continue with downloading the software over night and went to sleep. At 7am a woke up and checked for the Andrea if she is in the chat room. Since she was not there, I decided to work on my mind construct and broke it down, and then I sent the file to Andrea to check it out. I will now havet to wait for further instructions from her.

Later today I finished with installing all the software and then me and my father transported some boxes and stuff from me moving here, that I will not need soon, into the attic, and then we carried one of the sofas from the first floor to the ground floor and had a dinner together with my stepmother. I took a nap due to felling of extreme tiredness, and then continued with preparing the computer. The next step was the data synchronization between mine and father's PC computer in his workshop and then backing up data to my new external portable drive. My new SSD MacBook drive is too small to fit all the file that I have created in past 25 years of using computer professionally and privately, so the additional external drive was the only option to carry all the information on the road. Of course, I could also buy a new notebook computer, but this would be too much waste of money, since I am very satisfied with my current 14" MacBook. It is handy, light, robust, and it fits in my shoulder-bag like a slim A4-size book. I expect all the data manipulation will take time up to or maybe even past the midnight.

It would be nice to see if everyone on this world would have acces to the lates technology, and if all would live in the system where everyone is supported equally. Thus I suggest all to support Equal Money System that Desteni is presenting that will solve all our problems. And since we all need to remove everything that separates us, I suggest to begin with the Desteni I Process where you will be guided in learning tools of self-realization and removal of all energy addictions. I can say that in one year of my SRA process, I am experiencing great change in my emotional stability. For the last several weeks I also do not experience any sexual desires. I had my last sex over two months ago and I got totally fed up by it and learned how addictive can be, and how people, who clame to be in love, totally loose their minds and become possessed with self-created and projected feelings. True love can not be felt, it has to be lived within the principle of doing onto another what you want for other to do onto you. And this goes for all living being on this world, without any single exception. So I recommend all to join Desteni, since it consist of practical livable solutions that will manifest true heaven on earth.
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2011 - My first Desteni speech over, tomorrow will have the second one

Yesterday I had the first speech of sharing my experiences with Desteni, by focusing on the tool of self-forgiveness. The location was at some health spa center half un hour drive away, where I already taught Taijiquan several years ago. The initiator of the speech was me, and I took the first term available when I made an inquiry a month and a half ago. The free time-frame was from 5.00pm to 6.30pm. In spite of advertising on their web site, invitations to my friends on the FaceBook and two other trailer web sites, only two persons came to listen. This was mostly due to very early time, since most of the people are working in Slovenia to 4pm and then they need to arrive home and have lunch. But I decided to perform the speech in spite of small participation anyway and it came out great.

This was also the first time when I tested my new photo camera, who can also shoot Full HD video. I prepared the tripod and started recording my speech from the beginning since I wanted to watch, rate and improve my performance afterwards. However at the end, I was surprised that the camera has not been recording all the way to the end. I checked the user manual and noticed, that this camera can only record up to 20 minutes of video at once and the single file can not be larger that 8 gigabytes. I was not aware of this fact when I was buying the camera and this kind of limitation does not make any sense. I expected that I will be able to put the camera on the sand and let it record the whole two hours of my lecture. And now someone will have to press record button every 20 minutes and the video will have to be stitched together and it will be interrupted several time, which totally sucks. So now I am considering to buy some additional dedicated video camera or camcorder that would be more suitable for shooting long videos.

I have also decided to invest in upgrading my computer hardware. My father has two PC computers in the workshop and I have one desktop PC and one notebook MAC. My PC is much too slow for video editing, so I have edited all my vlogs so far on my MAC. Now the father wants to upgrade his PC's and needs another PC for the new workshop on the different locations. We have called computer expert who checked and evaluated the performance of all three PC's and concluded that they are sufficiently fast for the task intended and what is needed is just the system to be optimized. So we let him to execute optimizations and now they are really up to 30% faster. I plan to sell my PC to my father and buy a new computer that will be able to handle Full HD video with ease. After comparing different models and prices, I decided to go for the 27" iMac with the best performance, so that it will be able to handle my needs for at lest 6 years. And I also decided to upgrade the memory on my MacBook and swap the hard disk drive with the much faster solid state drive, since it will be my main tool for the next month and I need it to perform fast and reliable.

Tomorrow I am going to have my second speech about Desteni about tho hours of drive from my place. This time it was others who invited me to give a speech and it was one of my FaceBook friends who contacted me and ask me just two days ago. They are having periodic meetings of several people who are interested in spirituality and personal growth, thus I expect this time that many more people will come an listen to my experiences. I have also prepared a simple threefold flyer that holds short description of what Desteni stands for, the training and money projects info, my contact information and the links to my profile, blogs, vlogs and all the Desteni web sites, so the attendees will be able to take it home and share it to others who are also interested in making this world a better place.

I am glad, that people are becoming more and more thrilled about Desteni, even if some lightworker can not stand it. But the self-honesty and what is best for all are the supreme state of living on this world, so sooner or later, everyone will grasp the benefit of coming together to oneness and supporting each other equally. It is not that someone does not want this, it is just that when most of people take a sneak peek on the Desteni material, they usually get the wrong impression and emotionally react or compare Desteni to some spiritual groups or network marketing schemes and thus miss the whole point about what Desteni really stands for. There is no other way to bring the true Desteni message but to remain stable and patiently explain to everyone until they finally grasp that Desteni is the best message on this world ever and the real practical solution that will manifest true heaven on earth.
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2011 - 2010 with Shaman, Kiesha Crowthe - Lecture video review

I have watched a YouTube video recording of a speech that Shaman Kiesha Crowthe, also known as Little Grandmother, had at Santa Fe Soul in the USA in the beginning of year 2010. The video has been sliced in ten clips, and the links to the video have been published on the wall of Slovenian FaceBook group called "Tribe of Many Colors" which has been created and is moderated by the wife of my friend who we have practiced Taijiquan for many years together.

I like the way of how Native Americans lived, in harmony with nature, and in past ten years of intense research of new age scene, I have also attended several Indian camps and met some Native Americans. There is one woman about 30 years of age, that is having lectures all over the world, and is presenting herself as "the blondest, youngest, whitest wisdom keeper" with Native American roots. And this woman, Kiesha Crowthe, came also to Slovenia and held a lecture just a few kilometers away from my home. I have noticed the invitation to her lecture nearby, but decided to not come and listen her alive, since I have watched some of her YouTube videos and concluded that she is not worth of paying attention to, and I will explain now why, within this review of her lecture in USA.

In her speech, Keisha is inviting us to "remember who we are", and then she claims that "we are god, goddess, creator, the great I am, the strongest of the strong, the love and light and everything that is possible". She explains that something separated us, so we started to "live in our head" instead of "living in our hearths". We are to "stop limiting ourselves, create our word, dream our dreams and stop waiting." Her solution of how to manifest this is to "switch from the head consciousness to hearth consciousness", since "if enouth of us get together and join this hearth consciousness, it will flip".

Then, very hilariously, in spite of she being "the wisdom keeper" and is preaching "to remember who we are", had to picks some paper notes, since she does not remember them. She then explains how the "spiral symbol" has been the symbol, used in drawings of native people all over the world, how there have been many manifestations of spirals with blue light in the sky, and that the light beings, together with their families, that love us so much, are returning to earth. Then she shows the slides of some very old buildings, like pyramids on earth and on the moon, that are suppose to hold the knowledge and "the box with ancient laws for humanity".

She continues with mentioning of Nikola Tesla and Isaac Newton who have discovered how to change the weather and what time and space is, and that we are to follow the new sciences that will improve our health and produce enough energy for entire planet. She predicted the fall of powerful companies and governments, including USA, who is to loose power, and that this will actually be a blessing, since other parts of the world will then own America. Small communities will grow food, the hearth will rule. Money, government and religion will fall and this is suppose to happen without any riots, violence or war, probably by the end of year 2010.

Then she empowers the attendees by telling them "You are right just the way you are", and "If you are hearing something negative, just change the channel" and thus you will automatically change the world. We are to "Stop giving our energy to world problems" and to say each day that "everything is good and beautiful". There will be no savior, no one will save us, and the solution will come simply by following this eight steps:

Step#1: There is a higher knowing than ourselves.
Step#2: History is not the evolution of technology and production. It is the evolution of thought.
Step#3: All things are alive with energy. This energy keeps us alive.
Step#4: Energy exchange with plants.
Step#5: Step fighting to be heard or be in charge. We do not feed off their opinions of ouselves. We fill ourselves with earth energy, breathing it in and giving out energy back to mother earth.
Step#6: What do you stand for? Who do you want to be? Why are you here?
Step#7: Ways of knowing.
Step#8: Do not become addicted to other human beings. This will stop your growth!

So we are to stop taking energy from other people, since all energy necessary is outside. The highest energy is on the top of the mountains and you can fill yourself with life energy from outside. You should pay attention to your dreams, daydreams, and your higher self. If you ask the right questions, the right answers will come.

Now, this woman definitely is adorable and we all admire the native people since they lived in harmony with nature, but let us look at the practicality and common sense of the message that this Little Grandmother is bringing to the world:

While she concluded that "something separated us", that "we are the creators", as the solution to current world problems, she is only telling us to "remember who we are" and to "switch to the hearth consciousness" since when enough people will join, it will miraculously "flip". When you see or hear something negative, you should just "switch the channel". No one will save us, but there are some "light beings" with their families coming anyway, and there is already "technology" that will care for our energy needs and some "knowledge" that will tell us how to live our lives.

The bottom line is, that if you practically apply the principles that she is preaching about, you will be able to "remember who you are" simply by "trying to remember", and that you do not need to do anything to change this world, since it will automatically magically change simply by "ignoring the negative" and "focusing on the positive".

Well, I have been trying to remember, and I still do not "remember who I am". I have been projecting the love and light and focused only on the positive for many years, but the world did not change, it even got worst. So what she is saying does not bring any results and is thus illusion. What she is promoting is ignorance and she is not giving any practically effective tools to change this reality. In year 2010 nothing changed and there have been many riots and wars, and it will compound and increase even more. There is the knowledge and technology but the countries, corporations and the banking system are still powerful and it will not loose the power by itself if we do nothing about it and just "ignoring the negative" and wait for the "spirals in the sky" and some invisible "light beings".

Thus I invite everyone to research Desteni that has the common sensical explanation of how we have created this world, what exactly is what separated us, and specific and effective tools of how we can take responsibility of our creation and change it in the way that it will support all living beings equally. You are invited to join the "Desteni I Process" where you will find out how the mind-consciousness system operates, that produces thought and how if you follow those thoughts, you start to judge the reality and separate it to good/bad, beautiful/ugly, positive/negative and thus produce the energy that you call feelings and emotions. You will find out how to effectively "remember" who you are and becoming aware of your subconscious and unconscious mind by making mind constructs, and how to release all "the negative", by self-forgiving all the accepted and allowed beliefs and definitions that separate us. By applying self-corrective statements, you will align yourself with the principles of oneness and equality and thus support end practically "love" everyone as thyself. There is also an option to participate as the buddy within the "Desteni I Process" and thus earn you income.

The breathing is definitely the effective tool to ground yourself in this physical body, but it should not be used as collector for the "live energy" high up "in the mountains",  but as as the anchor to stay fully present of what is here in this moment, by being aware of your breath constantly wherever you are. You should not seek attention and praise from other people and do things just to be awarded by others and for your personal gain, but "to do what is best for all", or "to do onto another, what you would like others to do onto you", which is practical manifestation of unconditional love.

When you become aware of how we create this reality, and how each one of us is still holding this creation the way it is by our daily participation in the same mind patterns, you understand that it will take significant time in order to change this world. Everyone will have to be re-educated and aligned with the principles of equality and to become born as life from the physical. And since money is currently god and has the power to do anything, we also need to change this "god" that will equally provide for all. Thus Desteni has suggested the Equal Money System that will replace current money system and will take care for basic need of every single living being on this planet. The Equal Money System will be introduced peacefully in democratic political way, and people will vote for it in regards to simple mathematical equation 1 + 1 = 2. This is why I invite everyone that is serious about actively changing this world, to research Desteni and Equal Money System and support yourself and others by participating in the Desteni I Process that will effectively reprogram our reality and redesign it into practical livable heaven on earth.
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2011 - Alcohol and celebrations, ex-apartment prepared for takeover

The Sunday celebration of my father's 60th birthday went well. The first point that I would like to bring up is, that father awaited guest outside on a terrace with a glass of whisky. So when some guests would come, he poured them a glass, even if they said that they do not want it. This shows, how the consumptions of the alcohol became deeply rooted custom to express welcome and how some are so possessed with that idea, that they do not want to consider what other want and what is best for all, but enforce the drink onto others without using common sense. Then when all the guests sat down behind the table, my father started to pouring wine, which is again the alcoholic drink, without considering any objections. Usually when someone is the host, it acts based on subconscious patterns of the idea what fun is and what it takes for celebration to be successful, copied from others and media, and the guest endure this subtle violence. They do not stand up and refuse what is not suitable for their physical bodies since they are scared to resent to the host or hurt his feeling. And our daily lives are filled with these kind of subtle violence. So I suggest everyone to stop this and stand up for themselves and for what is best for all unconditionally, remove all the fears and understand that if somebodies feelings get hurt it is his responsibility to forgive himself the allowed and accepted believes and definitions that produce friction between his mind and reality and result in energy that we call emotions and feelings. No more emotional projection and manipulation is to be allowed if we want to sort this world out and bring heaven on earth. The harmony can only exist if everyone takes full responsibility for every single thought, feeling and emotion that is accepted in the mind.

It was the third day of fasting when I also joined the family dinner in order to celebrate my father's birthday. He also filled my glass with wine and he knew that I do not drink alcohol. But even I did not said anything to stop this. I did not drink the whisky and accepted the wine as the drink with low alcohol percentage. I wanted to experience, how this drink would influence my body after few days of fasting. Soon after I took a few sips, I experienced a great pain in the upper back region of my mouth's top. It was very strange, since I did not felt anything like that before if I had some alcohol drink. But slowly the pain dissipated, so I was ok to enjoy the rest of the dinner.

My father's new partner/stepmother was very diligent in cooking all the dishes. She prepared two types of meat, baked and fried stakes, two types of potato and two sorts of salad. I liked fried Vienna stakes, baked mashed potato and green salad the most. Since I have been only drinking water and tea for the last few days, I was wondering how eating this much of food will influence my digestion. I read that is is suggested to slowly introduce firstly juices, than fruits and finally hard food, after fasting for several days. But one is theory and other is practice, so I allowed my body do be the judge of what and how much to eat. I had four small size fried stakes and a lot of potato and some salad and then also the cake and a banana on top, and did not experience any problems while digesting all this. An hour or so, I started to feel a very warm an pleasant sensation in my belly, and I was glad that everything went ok.

From the dinner up to today my head has been stable and clear. I have been cleaning my ex-apartment every day for several hours since today afternoon is the takeover of the apartment. I wanted apartment to be in top condition when the new owners would move in. My father grumbled and asked me why am I giving myself so much trouble with cleaning, and I said that I am simply living the principle of doing on to others what you would like from other to do onto you. I also surprised myself by how hard-working have I been in cleaning all the details of the apartment so it looks almost like new now. I guess I also enjoyed very much the physical activity while cleaning, and that also assisted me in getting my head more stable. Using computer brings me too quickly in some kind of mental state where I use eyes and brains extensively while other parts of my body have to be totally still. So using computer is not very balanced activity for myself. And I also quickly get into state of unconscious judgement or envy, which then resonantly trigger the reaction of vertigo and dizziness. Thus I need to organize my life is such way that a lot of physical activities will also be part of my daily routine.
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2011 - Another strong but short collapse, moved furniture to basement

Yesterday I spent the first night at my father's apartment. The bed was very soft, so I did not sleep very comfortably since I am used to much harder bed. When I woke up, I stayed in the bed, picked my MacBook and started to watch vlogs and to answer emails and FaceBook massages. I spent this way for about two hours without moving much, when I started to feel a bit dizzy. I lifted myself up, got dressed and made a cup of large tea in the kitchen. But the dizziness did not go away, but it only compounded, so I lied down to bed with hopes that it will go away. But the vertigo became stronger and stronger. I felt hopeless, since I was only able to breathe and nothing else, and a many thoughts flew through my mind that I was unable to stop. So I indulged the sensation with expectation that the body will soon sort itself out as usual. I started to feel sick in the stomach and the body temperature started rising. I perceived this fever to be a body natural defense mechanism in order to burn all the toxins. I was under influence of the lecture of Italian doctor who explained that it is the fungus who starts to spread in the body and is the cause of tumors. So I imagined that the heat is frying this fungus or some viral system that have spread in my head and took me over. Then the sickness in the stomach became so strong, that I went to bathroom and emptied my stomach by vomiting. I perceived like the body accumulated all the toxins and malicious systems in the stomach and now it was turn to remove it out of the body. After vomiting the fluid, since it was the third day of fasting, and I have been drinking nothing but water and tea, I returned to the bed and continued to rest. Slowly the temperature started to fall and the vertigo disappears.

In the afternoon I worked on my desktop PC in order to fix some tax errors that I made. I was to return some amount of money to several companies that payed my bills, since it was theirs duty to pay the income tax in my behalf. It took me about three hours to execute all the online bank transactions and to prepare mail for the clients. It was about 6pm when I took the mail to the post office and then I went to my ex-apartment in order to continue with emptying the rooms. So far I was able to empty all the furniture and now I needed to dismantle the furniture and store it temporary in the basement until I move to Ljubljana after I return from Africa. Slowly I dismantled the bedroom, the sofa and office table, and then I carried it, together with bamboo furniture from the counseling office, that did not need any dismantling, into basement. When I would empty one room, I would deep-clean the carpet with the Vorwerk vacuum cleaner and the cleaning powder so the new owners would move into perfectly tidy apartment. While moving the furniture I learned that if I use all my strength to push something, I would immediately get dizzy, so I became very careful not to exaggerate. Occasionally I took a glass of water, and I noticed that in spite of long work, my head became more and more clear. It was exactly midnight when I finished transporting all the furniture to basement and deep-cleaned the largest room and the bedroom. Now I only need to came once again in order to deep-clean the living room and to wash the kitchen and all the windows.

When I returned to my father's apartment, I changed the mattress with the harder one that I brought from my ex-apartment. I slept very well and inspire of 6 hours recent hard physical work, I woke up at 4am, so only after 4 hours of sleep, which surprised me very much. My head was very clear, so I picked up the notebook and checked up messages and played the new Desteni videos. I noticed that the new http://www.demonology.co.za web site and the http://www.youtube.com/demonsdaily YouTube channel has been launched that will provide proper support regarding demons and demon possessions, which I find very cool.

I then watched national TV daily news recording and there were two major points. One indicated large riots in the Egypt and it seems that the people all over the world are getting tired of suppression and slavery. There were also some cleanups in our country, since the news reported of some judge that took bribery and they managed to collect sufficient evidence in order to convict him. There is a lot of corruption in our country, but if someone makes any report, it is mainly disregarded, since the elite stick together and support each other. Thus some major removal of all the current public employees will be needed in order to stop driving our country towards bankruptcy.

After four hours of working with computer in the bed, at 7am I decided to continue resting. I rested for about two hours and started at 9am started writing this blog. I still have very clear and stable head and I wish this state to continue. In spite of sweating a lot these days, I did not take a shower or had a shave for four days. Usually I feel very uncomfortable after I sweat, and pimples quickly appear due to greasy clogged skin. But now my skin was clear, no pimples and I did not smell bad at all. However I am going to shave and take a shower right after I finish this blog post, since at noon, we are having dinner to celebrate my father's 60th birthday. He told me, that the dinner will be on Sunday, but yesterday evening he told me, that he made a mistake and that the dinner will take place today, on Saturday. I am looking forward to meet close relatives, I already met my brother and his family two days ago, but today also the half-sister and her partner will come, which I did not see for more than a year. I expect that everyone will have a lot of questions about my plans regarding moving to different location and traveling to Desteni farm, so it could be very interesting.
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2011 - Finally moved out to my father's place, who became 60 years old

Today I finally moved out of my apartment since the phone company disconnected the internet and this will be the first night that I will spent in the top apartment at my father's house. I also received the confirmation letter that my bank debts were payed, so I managed to open personal and business accounts and apply for the credit card at the new bank. I also settled yearly car obligations by paying the road tax, car insurance and the highway fee.

Yesterday I decided to start fasting, since small occasional vertigos started to bother me more and more frequently. I wanted to give my body a break in order to rest and clean itself from the toxins. So for the last two days I have been only drinking water and tea and I can say that it supports me a lot at keeping my head clear and stable. I plan to continue to fast for two more days, and I will stop on Saturday since my father has invited me for family dinner in order to celebrate his 60th birthday.

But since exact birthday anniversary of my father is today, my brother with his wife and two daughters came to visit my father while I was came down to the living room. My brother gave him the iPhone4 for the present and then all three of us men went down to the workshop and spent more than three hours synchronizing the information and updating software, also on his iPad. Then my father gave his iPhone3 to brother's oldest daughter and his other multimedia phone to the younger daughter. The oldest daughter became so excited that she started to cry extensively out of joy and happiness.

There is also a big furry gray cat here at father's place that came to his house a few months ago. It had one leg injured and we do not know exactly what was it's story. It is quite frightened and does not like to be stroked for a long time, nor does it allow to be lifted or held. Its fur is very thick and when stoking it, the static electricity starts to build up and sparks manifest between the fingers and its fur. Perhaps this is one of the reasons why does it not like to be caressed, since sparks feel like a sting of the needle. My father also does not allow it to enter the house, so it had to be outside, even in the winter. But I like the cat to come inside, so it came to my apartment, I gave it something to eat end drink and then we both rested on the bedroom.

I did not notice any significant emotional reaction today within myself, so I am very satisfied with how I handled interactions with numerous people, live and on the internet. I was able to be here present and breathe effectively. Let us see, how this trend continues.
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2011 - Our country Slovenia soon facing bankruptcy

I have been watching a video recording of a lecture titled "Financial distress of Slovenia", where Zoran Dernovšek, independent financial counselor, who also studied international finances, presented disturbing financial information regarding our country. He showed the trend of our Slovenia country rapidly going into large debts in order to provide enough money to pay off all public servants and provide for retired citizens. This trend started months ago, when government started to bail out two of our largest banks. If one is to include all hidden taxes, we are the world record holder as the highest taxed nation, with total of 70-80% tax rate. Thus he predicts total bankruptcy of our country in just 6-8 months!

So far I have been concerned only for USA, since I have followed reports from Russia Today TV show and Lyndon LaRouche financial predictions, but I have never imagined that our country would also suffer total financial collapse. Zoran explained that the leadership and court system of our country is very corrupt, that the civil service is far too big for our nation of 2 million people, and that with proper management, our country could prosper just fine only with 10% tax rate.

He indicated that there is not enough critical mass of people currently in order to overthrow the people who are on the leading and decisive positions in our political and social system, and that national bankruptcy is inevitable unless some change in current trends happens. In the scenario of financial collapse, we are to receive help from EU financial rescue officials that would come and clean our government management. This would be a tuff step to take, but Zoran does not see any other solution.

Alarming times are obvious ahead of us, and no one can predict exactly what is going to happen. Thus I want to introduce the solution of Equal Money System to as many people as possible, especially to those who have the power of influence in the current position. I am looking forward for the book on Equal Money that is expected to be released in the following few months, as the support and guidance for the people who see the great need to change the current money, economic, political and social system.
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