This post is in regards to feedback of my peers in one of the chat groups that I am part of. They have shared their perspectives about my sharing of my findings and found them as imposing and not aligned with the purpose of the group. I noted an explanation of how the context, position, and location of walking and sharing a point is a very tricky part. And how it is best to share a point only after one has walked it completely and has manifested results as the proof of the validity of the point is a solution that is best for all. I learned what points some are walking and that it takes many years, up to 14 or even more, to complete with a point. So it is best to walk a point privately and refrain from constant sharing of our discoveries and realizations in regards to that personal point to others until it becomes mature enough. That begs the question of what the point that I am actually walking in this life is?
The core experience in my current life can be explained with the events that happened as observed during a guided therapeutic regression into my previous life. I found myself in a female body that has been publicly executed by hanging in front of a mind-obsessed crowd. The reason why they found me as not worth living was their belief that I have become impure after one of the invading Viking has raped me. At that time I had a boyfriend who resented me for letting myself hanged while remaining silent. And the reason why I did not defend myself by speaking out was that I did not see any point in it. At the end of the regression session, I connected that the violent Viking that raped med has in my current life incarnated as my father and my formal boyfriend incarnated as my younger brother.
Using the vision of my previous life I was able to realize the relationships in my current life where I have actually been suppressed by my father in terms of having to do exactly what he demanded from me and not being allowed to speak back or I would experience the wrath of his anger. And I moved about of the house of my parents and left my younger brother behind without any previous notice to him while until then we had a pretty close relationship. I was basically unable to solve my situation by using words since I had a poor vocabulary and an extensive amount of accumulated fear. And at the same time, I perceived myself as someone with high intelligence and very advanced in terms of intellectual capabilities. So I concluded that if there is nothing wrong with me, there must be something wrong with all other humans in general.
Now I am realizing that while I was able to excel it was only in an environment where I used my mind and thinking process and computers or related digital technology. And whenever I was in an environment demanding to use the voice mechanism of my human physical body to communicate with other people I failed miserably. And since my father has been constantly pushing me to excel in things in order for him to be proud of me, I lacked to recognize that such an attitude is only effective in relation to him personally. So whenever I would apply the personality of excellence within relationships to others it would be perceived as superiority and met with envy or disimprovement. Thus I am slowly but surely discovering the actual points of limitation and separation and transforming them into what is best for me and others.
Another perspective on my relationship with my father is in terms of money. Even when I finished secondary school and got employed by my father I did not actually receive a salary and I was not taught anything about how money works. It was my father who went out and bought all the production equipment and material, he was the one who delivered the products to our clients, my mother would be the one who issued the invoices and my father would then manage all the money. If I wanted something for me personally or for our business I would have to go to my father and ask him to do the purchase. And he would then deliver the purchased items with great pride and good feels like it was his personal donation to me or to our company.
So the point that I am walking is foremost becoming vocal and speaking out without any fear of what others might think or say. Then it is speaking in a way where I do not perceive me as superior and thus try to diminish others but to speak to others as equal which means the development of compassion, empathy, active listening, asking questions, and telling stories. In that regard, I am also realizing how ineffective my vocabulary is so I am investing at least one hour per day to rebuild and expand my vocabulary, especially in the English language. Since I am living and working alone there is no much opportunity during a day to actually speak to anyone so I see the need to practice speaking more and I am looking for a way of developing this skill to a sufficient level.
In terms of money defined as the measure and store of intrinsic value, I am actually working on comprehending what I value of something is and how to measure it. And in terms of currency defined as a volatile circulated medium of exchange, I am actually surprised why humans would even use a form of money that is volatile instead of using a medium of exchange that has a stable value. So when combining values and words we come to agreements and legislations where I again wonder about the existence of the mechanisms that enable to enforce a unilateral (un)agreements while the legislation is at the same time defining such act as a punishable crime. So I am discovering tricks and traps of the court and comprehending their game in order be able to use the words to protect myself effectively against anyone that wants something from me against my will.
While I am also to a minor extent following the development of the new plasma technology and what is happening behind the scenes of the global politics, including the economic shutdown, I am according to my personal point focusing mostly on the core reason for humans to think, communicate and behave the way they do. Which boils done to words, their definitions, and energetic attachments. Because we can express ourselves with speaking and writing and comprehend reality only according to how large our vocabulary is, how good we know all the definitions of the words, and to what extent we have removed any positive or negative polarity from the word we know. When those foundations are perfected, one is able to defend itself against any written and spoken word and also defend the one that is not able to defend themselves.
Some think that laws must be obeyed, regardless of what they say, yet there are effective ways of refusing to accept any law by using the same argumentations that laws argue their own existence and validity. Each of us is an equal creator and a word of someone cannot be more powerful than the word of anyone else. So each is responsible for what they accept within themselves and allow them to continue to exist and the only reason why someone would not do that is self-dishonesty and self-disempowerment. I learned that any fear is just an illusion and each time one is giving in to any kind of fear, they give their personal power to the illusion and thus make it stronger. This is also why I have decided to not wear the mask because I have done my research and realized that it does not protect me or others from viruses and diseases. Demands to wear masks are based on invalid fear and thus my point is also to walk without the mask at any time and bravely face all the fears that challenge me.
The advanced level of the language that I am studying for the same reasons is the Correct Quantum language that is currently being used with great effect by: Russel-Jay: Gould for the liberation of this world. Many things are happening behind the scenes where others are walking their points towards completeness and are are just now coming out to the public. Some think that what they do is ineffective because they do not show any proof for it, yet the reality is that many have abused what they showed so far and thus they have became more careful about what they show and what not. They are perfecting their point and placing protection mechanisms in order to prevent others to use it in a harmful ways. Many of them have also been under heavy attack, mockery and even assassination attempt. A lot of them died because they were not able to protect themselves successfully. So it takes a lot of courage, dedication, time, persistence and alertness in order for a powerful point to be fully developed and eventually delivered for the benefit for all.
When all these points will be fully developed and deployed, I see the world were written and spoken words will be allowed to used only to establish equal agreements based on what is best for all life, I see the abundance of any chemical elements and all kinds of energy, I see vast improvement of mental and physical human health with increased longevity, I see mutual collaboration to clean this planet from all pollutions, I see new ways of space travel and nourishment of the human body where transcend limitations of times, space and matter. I see expansion beyond most of people are currently able to imagine. And I plan to play a significant part in that process by expanding my inner world which will then result also in expansion of the outer world. I am expecting to face a lot of inner and outer resistances on many levels however these are challenges that I am looking forward to since overcoming them will fill me with deep satisfaction.
